1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you..
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can' t have them
6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
These few quotes is from an email my fren send to me...and it touches my heart....yes, whatever happens, happens for a reason...as i on the way of going back to my home...at suddenly realise that every scene that i saw today (from a seat on a bus) and the scene that i saw every other time ( from a seat in a car)....same scene, same place, same road, same journey but it gives me a different feel....why today i feel that it looks much nicer and more scenetic view??
I must try to look further and from a higher position....look wider and i'll feel the differents....
YS!!Gambateh!!!
Monday, March 26, 2007
Water Crisis Runaway....
Today is 26th march...
Is the second day UUM no water...
I still go to class today at 9am morning....
After the 9-10am class, get the news that UUM is giving two days holidays for today and tomorrow due to water crisis....
Meaning that there won't be any water available for at least two days....!!!!
Then meet YY on the way, she said: let's go back lor...we manage to catch the bus to Lumut from Butterworth if we buy direct bus 12pm from UUM-B'worth....
I was thinking of going back too....How to survive without water for two days???....Plus this morning, my 'auntie visit' me for the first day....Horrible life if no water....
But, actually there is a Seminar presentation later at 11am...then tonite got FIS Dinner...my faculty dinner which i bought a ticket for rm25 ler....and even preparing to go....then got presentation on Tuesday and Wednesday....and Custom Course to attend on Thursday and Friday....so hectic schedule ler....
But, dunno wat sudden urge has got into me...I rush to buy ticket...tat's 10.30am...then rush back college and do some packaging....within an hour and rush to Masjid to board on the 12pm bus....because of rushing, i dun even know what to bring and what shouldn't bring....
From DKG to Masjid, i need to take Laluan B bus and that time was so full of people....that i actually need to stand for the journey but a very nice gal offer me her seat saying that she is going off soon....that was lucky.
Then, the 12pm UUM-B'worth bus is a first come first serve bus....everyone was fighting to go on the bus. As i see the crowd, i get scared and thinking that i surely won't be able to win the fight, i decide to just stand aside and wait for next bus...Then, the bus is full and the crowd is clear....Suddenly, i saw a gal coming down from the bus with bags....Thinking in my heart that "this is the opportunity"....I get to go on the bus because just got one vacancy....Haha! a lucky surprise!
Reach Butterworth just 2.05pm....miss the 2pm bus...aiyah!because just now the driver drive so slow....then, have a "hokkien mee" with another hometown fren that back tgthr wth me, CS...a nice long chat wth her....we get to go back with 330pm bus...tgthr with YY too....
Reaching home, i realised that i forget to bring quite a few things....and my FIS Dinner ticket "boil soup" liao....because the dinner is still on despite of no water....and i know that a lot of people oso like me...bought the ticket liao but burn it because of going back....actually, i hope i get to go the dinner and take a lot a lot of photos with my coursemates and a lot of frens....since is our final sem liao....
And now is doubting whether i should go back on Wed and attend Custom on Thurs and Fri.....or just skip everything and back on Sat....???
Then there is an Insurance Cargo assignment to submit on 2 April....just one week time...but, we haven't started anything yet....so daring!!....But, up to my group members lar....i don't seem to bother....
And most of all, i dun regret that i suddenly make such a quick decision to come back and worried about others behind it.....cos it is so nice to be at home....and most of all, i miss u,MUM!!! and i love u too!!!
Is the second day UUM no water...
I still go to class today at 9am morning....
After the 9-10am class, get the news that UUM is giving two days holidays for today and tomorrow due to water crisis....
Meaning that there won't be any water available for at least two days....!!!!
Then meet YY on the way, she said: let's go back lor...we manage to catch the bus to Lumut from Butterworth if we buy direct bus 12pm from UUM-B'worth....
I was thinking of going back too....How to survive without water for two days???....Plus this morning, my 'auntie visit' me for the first day....Horrible life if no water....
But, actually there is a Seminar presentation later at 11am...then tonite got FIS Dinner...my faculty dinner which i bought a ticket for rm25 ler....and even preparing to go....then got presentation on Tuesday and Wednesday....and Custom Course to attend on Thursday and Friday....so hectic schedule ler....
But, dunno wat sudden urge has got into me...I rush to buy ticket...tat's 10.30am...then rush back college and do some packaging....within an hour and rush to Masjid to board on the 12pm bus....because of rushing, i dun even know what to bring and what shouldn't bring....
From DKG to Masjid, i need to take Laluan B bus and that time was so full of people....that i actually need to stand for the journey but a very nice gal offer me her seat saying that she is going off soon....that was lucky.
Then, the 12pm UUM-B'worth bus is a first come first serve bus....everyone was fighting to go on the bus. As i see the crowd, i get scared and thinking that i surely won't be able to win the fight, i decide to just stand aside and wait for next bus...Then, the bus is full and the crowd is clear....Suddenly, i saw a gal coming down from the bus with bags....Thinking in my heart that "this is the opportunity"....I get to go on the bus because just got one vacancy....Haha! a lucky surprise!
Reach Butterworth just 2.05pm....miss the 2pm bus...aiyah!because just now the driver drive so slow....then, have a "hokkien mee" with another hometown fren that back tgthr wth me, CS...a nice long chat wth her....we get to go back with 330pm bus...tgthr with YY too....
Reaching home, i realised that i forget to bring quite a few things....and my FIS Dinner ticket "boil soup" liao....because the dinner is still on despite of no water....and i know that a lot of people oso like me...bought the ticket liao but burn it because of going back....actually, i hope i get to go the dinner and take a lot a lot of photos with my coursemates and a lot of frens....since is our final sem liao....
And now is doubting whether i should go back on Wed and attend Custom on Thurs and Fri.....or just skip everything and back on Sat....???
Then there is an Insurance Cargo assignment to submit on 2 April....just one week time...but, we haven't started anything yet....so daring!!....But, up to my group members lar....i don't seem to bother....
And most of all, i dun regret that i suddenly make such a quick decision to come back and worried about others behind it.....cos it is so nice to be at home....and most of all, i miss u,MUM!!! and i love u too!!!
Saturday, March 24, 2007
No Water Again....
Haiyo...no water again...
This time is because there is a damage of water pipe somewhere in Jitra and it affected Jitra, Bukit Kayu Hitam and UUM area....The news said at least 2/3 days no water....Hope the water will come very very soon lar...
Three years in UUM always got water problem....all sort of reason as why there is no water supplies...During sem1,is the first time experience, so sure will panic and anxious, keep a lot of water and even in the middle of the nite oso got get water whenever the water lorry come....but as time goes by, more clever liao lor...and got more experience liao lor...not so anxious and worried anymore....
Last time, i have a crazy thinking...think that maybe they purposely cut of the water supplies, to see us suffer a few days or for just a few hours...so that we all look so worried and looking for water everywhere....or maybe they want to train us....to let us tried different lifestyle....how to live whenever there is no water...all sort of imagination....
But now, i realise that is just a stupid imagination lar....However, UUM really let me learn lor...learn how to survive with small amount of water when there is a water crisis....small amount of water to brush teeth and wash face....how to stay cool and not sweat so much during water crisis period...what to eat during that period and a lot other stuff....Honestly, i would never have learnt that if i'm at home, cos there is always enough water to bath, to survive like normal...even if there is water shortage, still have water in the tank....and then not long after that, the water supplies will come lor...always have food to eat, cos mum is always there preparing for us....no worries because mum have always done the planning...
Suddenly realised that actually i'm so not independent....so childish...so no planning...and will be worry and panic because dunno what to do whenever there is a problem...I have always be depending to my mum for everything and all sort of decision making...No wonder, she is so worried each time i want to go somewhere far and hard to reach by her....
But, now i think i'm more independent even though there are still times when i'm stil can't make decision and need to depend on people....But life in UUM make me dependless, there is no one i can depend on....from the first day of sem1 class....i have been arrange to go through alone....no coursemate that is similar timetable with me...I need to find my own group of fren...end up, all different types of people...different college, different course, different character....none is the closest and long lasting frenship....is just like they are there for me to go through daily life...or activities...when the activities ends, frenship oso ends....and when i need a true fren, no one is there for me....felt myself is a failure, a failure in interpersonal skills, a failure in relationship with human....itz all my fault?....itz the problem is because of me?
This time is because there is a damage of water pipe somewhere in Jitra and it affected Jitra, Bukit Kayu Hitam and UUM area....The news said at least 2/3 days no water....Hope the water will come very very soon lar...
Three years in UUM always got water problem....all sort of reason as why there is no water supplies...During sem1,is the first time experience, so sure will panic and anxious, keep a lot of water and even in the middle of the nite oso got get water whenever the water lorry come....but as time goes by, more clever liao lor...and got more experience liao lor...not so anxious and worried anymore....
Last time, i have a crazy thinking...think that maybe they purposely cut of the water supplies, to see us suffer a few days or for just a few hours...so that we all look so worried and looking for water everywhere....or maybe they want to train us....to let us tried different lifestyle....how to live whenever there is no water...all sort of imagination....
But now, i realise that is just a stupid imagination lar....However, UUM really let me learn lor...learn how to survive with small amount of water when there is a water crisis....small amount of water to brush teeth and wash face....how to stay cool and not sweat so much during water crisis period...what to eat during that period and a lot other stuff....Honestly, i would never have learnt that if i'm at home, cos there is always enough water to bath, to survive like normal...even if there is water shortage, still have water in the tank....and then not long after that, the water supplies will come lor...always have food to eat, cos mum is always there preparing for us....no worries because mum have always done the planning...
Suddenly realised that actually i'm so not independent....so childish...so no planning...and will be worry and panic because dunno what to do whenever there is a problem...I have always be depending to my mum for everything and all sort of decision making...No wonder, she is so worried each time i want to go somewhere far and hard to reach by her....
But, now i think i'm more independent even though there are still times when i'm stil can't make decision and need to depend on people....But life in UUM make me dependless, there is no one i can depend on....from the first day of sem1 class....i have been arrange to go through alone....no coursemate that is similar timetable with me...I need to find my own group of fren...end up, all different types of people...different college, different course, different character....none is the closest and long lasting frenship....is just like they are there for me to go through daily life...or activities...when the activities ends, frenship oso ends....and when i need a true fren, no one is there for me....felt myself is a failure, a failure in interpersonal skills, a failure in relationship with human....itz all my fault?....itz the problem is because of me?
Friday, March 23, 2007
Weekends....
This weekends really gone through with a lot of activities...making myself felt busy and fun...
Wednesday went to Sports Complex with ML and XW...play badminton and do gym...is been a long time since i last played badminton....After playing, my whole body muscle felt pain, from shoulder, neck, legs and even back feel pain...and sweat a lot...but i loves the feeling...the feeling of sweating and the feeling of tired and can direct have a good night sleep after the game...so fun and relaxing...Will go again next Wednesday...so looking forward to it...
Then, Thursday and Friday,...have to wakeup real early...630am...because i need to attend the Agent Custom Course at 800am....spent the whole two days in Convention Centre and my faculty...listening to lectures from Mr.Lim...one of the custom agent from Putrajaya...the course seems so relaxing...because most of the time, i just feel like i just ate..then is time to eat again...and few hours later eat again...then is time to go back....wonder when exam is coming, how ah?....But, i have paid rm270 for this course, so surely can't skip class and can't fail it la...
Then, today, Saturday....i'm here again and later have to do a powerpoint for Strategic Management presentation on Tuesday....Monday will be presenting AFTA for my Seminar class...and tomorrow Sunday will present for Cross Cultural....three more asignments to go...Insurance passup on 2 April (not even started on it yet), Seminar on 4 april ( about MAS, but its info is so hard to get) and MNC ( abt Genting and Taiwan, gosh...it looks hard)...
The final exam timetable is out...and is confirmed ady...i get what i wishes for...i'm the earliest to go back in my room...will be finishing exam on 7 May...but the timetbl is very hectic....
25April ( HRM), 28April (Strategic), 30April ( Cross Cultural Mgmt), 3May (MNC & Insurance Cargo), 5May ( Seminar) and 7May (Infomartion System)....Meaning i need to prepare early for my final and dun have any extra time for me to go back home....Thinking of that i have so many stuff to bring, can i be able to bring all back when 7may??...Wish i can go back once before final started..but with Custom course on Thurs and Fri....and classes still going on....i need to skip class if i really want to go back....
Now in my mind is can't wait to finish my studies in UUM....can't wait to grad and go outside...planned with CN and Evon....maybe will get to go Singapore with them after their practicum...tats around August....or middle of August....will be looking forward to new life and new environment....
Plan to change my phone number and not to keep in touch with some of the people in uni...cos i have learned a lot from here....not only academic but also from the people here....most of the time, is so hard to differentiate people and to judge people....All this while, i manage my life by believing my instinct,...but now, i realised that my instinct sometimes takes me to the wrong path....People i once thought i can be best friend with....changed...and they are not my best friends anymore....people i thought i can trusted in...share a lot of secrets and stories tgthr....can't be trusted anymore and i even risk the fact that i may be betrayed someday....
Roomates that i thought can be close with and tried to be close with....now i realised is not tat simple...efforts from one side is useless....and i'm tired too...
I dun want to spend my time trying to get good connection with other people anymore or tried to make good friends anymore....bcos there is no security in that...people change...they really do...better invest my time in money and other investment....cos although is risky, at least i get to control it and have the power to make decision...to sell or to buy....but humanbeings?....sometimes u only will get hurt and never get the return....and it can't be measured from whether how much u have invested in....is measureless....so is the damage....is measureless....
Frens from sem1 until now....so close once..but now seems so far away....itz when uni ends, evrythgs oso ends??....include frenship?....i'm disappointed....really am.....
Wednesday went to Sports Complex with ML and XW...play badminton and do gym...is been a long time since i last played badminton....After playing, my whole body muscle felt pain, from shoulder, neck, legs and even back feel pain...and sweat a lot...but i loves the feeling...the feeling of sweating and the feeling of tired and can direct have a good night sleep after the game...so fun and relaxing...Will go again next Wednesday...so looking forward to it...
Then, Thursday and Friday,...have to wakeup real early...630am...because i need to attend the Agent Custom Course at 800am....spent the whole two days in Convention Centre and my faculty...listening to lectures from Mr.Lim...one of the custom agent from Putrajaya...the course seems so relaxing...because most of the time, i just feel like i just ate..then is time to eat again...and few hours later eat again...then is time to go back....wonder when exam is coming, how ah?....But, i have paid rm270 for this course, so surely can't skip class and can't fail it la...
Then, today, Saturday....i'm here again and later have to do a powerpoint for Strategic Management presentation on Tuesday....Monday will be presenting AFTA for my Seminar class...and tomorrow Sunday will present for Cross Cultural....three more asignments to go...Insurance passup on 2 April (not even started on it yet), Seminar on 4 april ( about MAS, but its info is so hard to get) and MNC ( abt Genting and Taiwan, gosh...it looks hard)...
The final exam timetable is out...and is confirmed ady...i get what i wishes for...i'm the earliest to go back in my room...will be finishing exam on 7 May...but the timetbl is very hectic....
25April ( HRM), 28April (Strategic), 30April ( Cross Cultural Mgmt), 3May (MNC & Insurance Cargo), 5May ( Seminar) and 7May (Infomartion System)....Meaning i need to prepare early for my final and dun have any extra time for me to go back home....Thinking of that i have so many stuff to bring, can i be able to bring all back when 7may??...Wish i can go back once before final started..but with Custom course on Thurs and Fri....and classes still going on....i need to skip class if i really want to go back....
Now in my mind is can't wait to finish my studies in UUM....can't wait to grad and go outside...planned with CN and Evon....maybe will get to go Singapore with them after their practicum...tats around August....or middle of August....will be looking forward to new life and new environment....
Plan to change my phone number and not to keep in touch with some of the people in uni...cos i have learned a lot from here....not only academic but also from the people here....most of the time, is so hard to differentiate people and to judge people....All this while, i manage my life by believing my instinct,...but now, i realised that my instinct sometimes takes me to the wrong path....People i once thought i can be best friend with....changed...and they are not my best friends anymore....people i thought i can trusted in...share a lot of secrets and stories tgthr....can't be trusted anymore and i even risk the fact that i may be betrayed someday....
Roomates that i thought can be close with and tried to be close with....now i realised is not tat simple...efforts from one side is useless....and i'm tired too...
I dun want to spend my time trying to get good connection with other people anymore or tried to make good friends anymore....bcos there is no security in that...people change...they really do...better invest my time in money and other investment....cos although is risky, at least i get to control it and have the power to make decision...to sell or to buy....but humanbeings?....sometimes u only will get hurt and never get the return....and it can't be measured from whether how much u have invested in....is measureless....so is the damage....is measureless....
Frens from sem1 until now....so close once..but now seems so far away....itz when uni ends, evrythgs oso ends??....include frenship?....i'm disappointed....really am.....
Monday, March 19, 2007
Why am I such a STUPID???!!!
Today only i get to know a truth...
A truth that make me laugh....
Laugh at myself for being such a stupid...
Laugh at myself for being used by people...
Today only i know that all these while,...i was just being played...being used by a person to attract some other people's attention....
I thought what you told me was true and you really meant it...
But now, only i realise that u just used me and never even meant anythg u said before...
But, that's not the big problem...i have started to put down evrything and act normal back...and started to forget whatever that have happen....
But, what i was angry and funny at is that...all this while, i was so stupid that i dun really know the true story of what was happening behind....i dun know that every action that i did and meant nothing...is being interpreted by other people that there is a reason...
And the reason that they said it was....is actually something that i dunno myself...
How come such funny things can happen to me?
I did something that i din intend to and din meant anythg...but for other people what i did is actually the explanation for another story...a story that i dunno its existence until today??
Recently i did an assignment on nonverbal communication for my Cross Cultural Management....about misunderstanding that happen between people in different culture and countries...where some nonverbal cues that meant well in a culture are interpreted as bad or rude in another culture....
But, today i realised that not only in different culture...same culture oso can happen misunderstanding...
L tell Y that he likes her...Y believe him....but turn out that L only using Y to make SA jealous or attract SA attention....Y was unaware of that at all...Y doesn't know anythg between L and SA...Y doesn't know the story of L and SA....Y and SA know each other but were not close enough to always be together or chat closely....Y and SA only hi-bye fren....Y treat SA just like normal fren...no misunderstanding, no hating, no particular any other reason...just normal like everyone else...But, one day, someone tell Y that everyone was saying that Y is avoiding SA...Y treated SA like a rival...That, Y ignored SA everytime they meet....That, Y was pretending to be good with SA when in front of SA....But, every single action of Y towards SA doesn't meant anything at all...Y din know anything about that...
It was even funny to Y when she gets to know that people is giving an explanation for all her action...for the reason why Y treat SA tat way....the reason because they were fighting over L....Haha!!!Hahaha!!!....So funny, how come Y doesn't know herself that what her action meant...because from beginning till now, Y never did anything special towards SA....They were thinking too much....Y doesn't even know what was going on??....Suddenly, Y felt that she was being played, being used....And hate L so much....How could L used Y?...How could L choose Y to be used?...Did Y did anythibg bad towards L that L need to treat Y like tat?....Making Y's reputation gone?....Making Y being misunderstand by everyone?...Making Y like a stupid that dun even know what was happening until today?....How could L be so cruel?...Didn't Y told L from the beginning that she is weak...and naive...dun ever played with her???
Be strong ys!!!Take it as an experience...as a lesson....dun easily trust people anymore!!!!
A truth that make me laugh....
Laugh at myself for being such a stupid...
Laugh at myself for being used by people...
Today only i know that all these while,...i was just being played...being used by a person to attract some other people's attention....
I thought what you told me was true and you really meant it...
But now, only i realise that u just used me and never even meant anythg u said before...
But, that's not the big problem...i have started to put down evrything and act normal back...and started to forget whatever that have happen....
But, what i was angry and funny at is that...all this while, i was so stupid that i dun really know the true story of what was happening behind....i dun know that every action that i did and meant nothing...is being interpreted by other people that there is a reason...
And the reason that they said it was....is actually something that i dunno myself...
How come such funny things can happen to me?
I did something that i din intend to and din meant anythg...but for other people what i did is actually the explanation for another story...a story that i dunno its existence until today??
Recently i did an assignment on nonverbal communication for my Cross Cultural Management....about misunderstanding that happen between people in different culture and countries...where some nonverbal cues that meant well in a culture are interpreted as bad or rude in another culture....
But, today i realised that not only in different culture...same culture oso can happen misunderstanding...
L tell Y that he likes her...Y believe him....but turn out that L only using Y to make SA jealous or attract SA attention....Y was unaware of that at all...Y doesn't know anythg between L and SA...Y doesn't know the story of L and SA....Y and SA know each other but were not close enough to always be together or chat closely....Y and SA only hi-bye fren....Y treat SA just like normal fren...no misunderstanding, no hating, no particular any other reason...just normal like everyone else...But, one day, someone tell Y that everyone was saying that Y is avoiding SA...Y treated SA like a rival...That, Y ignored SA everytime they meet....That, Y was pretending to be good with SA when in front of SA....But, every single action of Y towards SA doesn't meant anything at all...Y din know anything about that...
It was even funny to Y when she gets to know that people is giving an explanation for all her action...for the reason why Y treat SA tat way....the reason because they were fighting over L....Haha!!!Hahaha!!!....So funny, how come Y doesn't know herself that what her action meant...because from beginning till now, Y never did anything special towards SA....They were thinking too much....Y doesn't even know what was going on??....Suddenly, Y felt that she was being played, being used....And hate L so much....How could L used Y?...How could L choose Y to be used?...Did Y did anythibg bad towards L that L need to treat Y like tat?....Making Y's reputation gone?....Making Y being misunderstand by everyone?...Making Y like a stupid that dun even know what was happening until today?....How could L be so cruel?...Didn't Y told L from the beginning that she is weak...and naive...dun ever played with her???
Be strong ys!!!Take it as an experience...as a lesson....dun easily trust people anymore!!!!
Saturday, March 17, 2007
Finally....just left one more assignment to go before starting another two...phew....for the whole week, been rushing assignment to be passup...all in a row....Strategic Management passing up on 18mac...International Business Management Seminar passup on 19mac and Cross Cultural Management passup on 20mac....
The Strategic asgnmt is to do a review on Astro...its company and the strategies involved....but i think i did that badly...our group did it badly...no discussion..no cooperation..just distribute task between us..and tats it...until final combination....which is sucks!!! Because i feel that a group can only do its task perfectly when there is a bonding among them...With this bonding only will have synergy....Our group no synergy at all. And when i'm stuck with my work, i dun even know how to ask them and discuss, because each part is related to each other...So, i oso dun put my heart in tis asgmt...just let it be and dun care a bout it anymore..
The best group i have during tis sem is my Seminar grp...Perfect!Bravo!I love u guys...Brief discussion but come out with great job...Two guys and two gals...The guys i only knew them during tis sem but perfect cos they put their heart in their job...So, i love tis group the best...cos i no need to rush last minutes and no much headache...just perfect when evryone does her/his part...
While the Cross Cultural group....haih....is the lecturer arrange de...two Malay gals and two Chinese gal and me...The group is lack of creativity which is very important for this subject...I'm not a creative person yet my group member is more uncreative than me...Nevermind....still can handle...But, when the lecturer ask for certain aspect for our asgmt..they can't do it...and when i give explanation and ask them to do for second time...the same result is given to me...
Then, i feel that is worthless if i tell them for the third time and will probably get the same result again...So, i better do it myself...
But, the frustrating part is when i need to do the whole thing and then rushing at the same time for other asgmt..Sometimes, really feel that why some ppl can be so parasit and we have to be kind enough to let them be the parasit??
But nevermind....take it as a small obstacles la....gambateh ys!!...after tis will have three more asgmt to go....Multinational Corporation on Genting to be submit on 9 april, Insurance Cargo to be submit on 2 april and another Seminar asgmt on GLC companies......
Feeling were getting better these few days....Started to ignoring people who i need to forget and ignor....Busyness really will make me better and back to old days....Custom course will started this weekend...more busy ....then will go to FIS Dinner tis 26mac..my faculty dinner....gonna make myself feel pretty and feel confidence...
How come the best medicine for a gal is to be pretty and feel pretty? I always in good mood when i get to dress pretty and feel confident with myself....Does every gals feel the same too??
The Strategic asgnmt is to do a review on Astro...its company and the strategies involved....but i think i did that badly...our group did it badly...no discussion..no cooperation..just distribute task between us..and tats it...until final combination....which is sucks!!! Because i feel that a group can only do its task perfectly when there is a bonding among them...With this bonding only will have synergy....Our group no synergy at all. And when i'm stuck with my work, i dun even know how to ask them and discuss, because each part is related to each other...So, i oso dun put my heart in tis asgmt...just let it be and dun care a bout it anymore..
The best group i have during tis sem is my Seminar grp...Perfect!Bravo!I love u guys...Brief discussion but come out with great job...Two guys and two gals...The guys i only knew them during tis sem but perfect cos they put their heart in their job...So, i love tis group the best...cos i no need to rush last minutes and no much headache...just perfect when evryone does her/his part...
While the Cross Cultural group....haih....is the lecturer arrange de...two Malay gals and two Chinese gal and me...The group is lack of creativity which is very important for this subject...I'm not a creative person yet my group member is more uncreative than me...Nevermind....still can handle...But, when the lecturer ask for certain aspect for our asgmt..they can't do it...and when i give explanation and ask them to do for second time...the same result is given to me...
Then, i feel that is worthless if i tell them for the third time and will probably get the same result again...So, i better do it myself...
But, the frustrating part is when i need to do the whole thing and then rushing at the same time for other asgmt..Sometimes, really feel that why some ppl can be so parasit and we have to be kind enough to let them be the parasit??
But nevermind....take it as a small obstacles la....gambateh ys!!...after tis will have three more asgmt to go....Multinational Corporation on Genting to be submit on 9 april, Insurance Cargo to be submit on 2 april and another Seminar asgmt on GLC companies......
Feeling were getting better these few days....Started to ignoring people who i need to forget and ignor....Busyness really will make me better and back to old days....Custom course will started this weekend...more busy ....then will go to FIS Dinner tis 26mac..my faculty dinner....gonna make myself feel pretty and feel confidence...
How come the best medicine for a gal is to be pretty and feel pretty? I always in good mood when i get to dress pretty and feel confident with myself....Does every gals feel the same too??
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Valentine Days for the Whole Year.....
一年里的12个情人节
1月14日 Diary Day 日记情人节
新的一年的开始，对自己喜欢的人要有表白和计划，写在自己的日记本里，在心中撒下爱的种子。
2月14日Valentine’s Day 传统情人节
根据西方的传统，喜欢他就快送他巧克力，要赶快哦，因为他不一定只收到你的那块巧克力~~
3月14日 White Day 白色情人节
送于等到这一天了！他也喜欢你吗？还是他知识喜欢吃巧克力？今天就会知道了！在送出巧克力的一个月后，女生就能收到同样喜欢自己的男生送的白色糖果。吃颗糖，感觉真甜蜜！
4月14日 Black Day 黑色情人节
这个黑色可不是“黑色星期五”的黑色哦，而是杂酱面是黑色的。他吃了你送的巧克力，你尝了他送的糖，那么一起去吃杂酱面吧！在传统好味道里，两个人的心也可以连在一起。
5月14日 Yellow &Rose Day 玫瑰情人节
在一起也有一段时间了，他是真的喜欢你吗？他真的是你要找寻的那一半吗？应该表白一下啦！不好意思？没关系，你只要在今天买玫瑰给对方就OK啦！白色——一般朋友，黄色——知己，红色——爱人。你一定会送红色的。
6月14日 Kiss Day 亲亲情人节
你也手到他的红玫瑰了？我闪人。因为你们马上要kiss了！今天看见别人在kiss，不用回避，因为今天是Kiss Day。
7月14日 Silver Day 银色情人节
传统习俗是用银戒订婚，所以今天你们也去买一对，戴在手上，作为甜蜜心情的见证。
8月14日 Green Day 绿色情人节
相爱的人们成双成对地去郊游，爬山游水感受自然，就像他们要携手走过爱情一样。
9月14日Music &Photo Day 相片情人节
练了好久的情歌今天终于登场了，虽然五音不全，但是用去听就有会新的笑容！拿出相机，拍下这灿烂、充满甜蜜的笑容。
10月14日 Wine Day 葡萄酒情人节
烛光下晃动着深红的葡萄酒，爱情一样要用心慢慢的品味。
11月14日 Orange & Movie Day 电影情人
节今晚有空吗？一起去看电影吧！手牵手一起去电影院，记得买橙汁~。
12月14日 Hug Day 拥抱情人节
一年了，你们仍然相爱，你看天空飘着雪花，而你们相拥在一起，永远也不知道寒冷……
排骨
发表于 2005-3-25 10:04:00
白 色 情 人 节 的 故 事
“白色情人节”最早起源于三世纪时的罗马。罗马皇帝在2月14日救了一对因为原本因违反恋爱结婚禁令而要被处死的恋人，罗马皇帝为了纪念这一天而设立了情人节。而在一个月后的3月14日，这对获救的恋人宣誓恋情将至死不渝，为纪念这一天，于是另订为白色情人节。
另外，这也是跟日本的民间传说有关的一个情人节。二月十四号原本是女孩子对男孩子诉诸情意的日子，由女孩子送情人礼物给男孩子，但是渐渐发展到最后，已经不分彼此，现在的情人节由谁主动送礼物已经不重要了。在日本，如果一方在二月十四日当天收到异性送的情人礼物表达爱意，而且对对方也有同样的好感或情意时，就会在三月十四日回送对方一份情人礼物，表示今年彼此已经心心相印了。所以他们就把三月十四日这一天，订为“白色情人节”。
Happy White Valentine's Day.....today only i know that there are so many valentine days in the whole year....but as long as a couple is caring for each other....everyday is a Valentine Day la....
wish that all the lovers be blessed.....
1月14日 Diary Day 日记情人节
新的一年的开始，对自己喜欢的人要有表白和计划，写在自己的日记本里，在心中撒下爱的种子。
2月14日Valentine’s Day 传统情人节
根据西方的传统，喜欢他就快送他巧克力，要赶快哦，因为他不一定只收到你的那块巧克力~~
3月14日 White Day 白色情人节
送于等到这一天了！他也喜欢你吗？还是他知识喜欢吃巧克力？今天就会知道了！在送出巧克力的一个月后，女生就能收到同样喜欢自己的男生送的白色糖果。吃颗糖，感觉真甜蜜！
4月14日 Black Day 黑色情人节
这个黑色可不是“黑色星期五”的黑色哦，而是杂酱面是黑色的。他吃了你送的巧克力，你尝了他送的糖，那么一起去吃杂酱面吧！在传统好味道里，两个人的心也可以连在一起。
5月14日 Yellow &Rose Day 玫瑰情人节
在一起也有一段时间了，他是真的喜欢你吗？他真的是你要找寻的那一半吗？应该表白一下啦！不好意思？没关系，你只要在今天买玫瑰给对方就OK啦！白色——一般朋友，黄色——知己，红色——爱人。你一定会送红色的。
6月14日 Kiss Day 亲亲情人节
你也手到他的红玫瑰了？我闪人。因为你们马上要kiss了！今天看见别人在kiss，不用回避，因为今天是Kiss Day。
7月14日 Silver Day 银色情人节
传统习俗是用银戒订婚，所以今天你们也去买一对，戴在手上，作为甜蜜心情的见证。
8月14日 Green Day 绿色情人节
相爱的人们成双成对地去郊游，爬山游水感受自然，就像他们要携手走过爱情一样。
9月14日Music &Photo Day 相片情人节
练了好久的情歌今天终于登场了，虽然五音不全，但是用去听就有会新的笑容！拿出相机，拍下这灿烂、充满甜蜜的笑容。
10月14日 Wine Day 葡萄酒情人节
烛光下晃动着深红的葡萄酒，爱情一样要用心慢慢的品味。
11月14日 Orange & Movie Day 电影情人
节今晚有空吗？一起去看电影吧！手牵手一起去电影院，记得买橙汁~。
12月14日 Hug Day 拥抱情人节
一年了，你们仍然相爱，你看天空飘着雪花，而你们相拥在一起，永远也不知道寒冷……
排骨
发表于 2005-3-25 10:04:00
白 色 情 人 节 的 故 事
“白色情人节”最早起源于三世纪时的罗马。罗马皇帝在2月14日救了一对因为原本因违反恋爱结婚禁令而要被处死的恋人，罗马皇帝为了纪念这一天而设立了情人节。而在一个月后的3月14日，这对获救的恋人宣誓恋情将至死不渝，为纪念这一天，于是另订为白色情人节。
另外，这也是跟日本的民间传说有关的一个情人节。二月十四号原本是女孩子对男孩子诉诸情意的日子，由女孩子送情人礼物给男孩子，但是渐渐发展到最后，已经不分彼此，现在的情人节由谁主动送礼物已经不重要了。在日本，如果一方在二月十四日当天收到异性送的情人礼物表达爱意，而且对对方也有同样的好感或情意时，就会在三月十四日回送对方一份情人礼物，表示今年彼此已经心心相印了。所以他们就把三月十四日这一天，订为“白色情人节”。
Happy White Valentine's Day.....today only i know that there are so many valentine days in the whole year....but as long as a couple is caring for each other....everyday is a Valentine Day la....
wish that all the lovers be blessed.....
Thursday, March 8, 2007
To the one I love - devotion
迷っています...
私がとても悲しくて何でそうしたか。
私のお気に入りの歌を聞いてください、私がもはやであることを知っていて私について述べて、私に似合う。
私がそうでそれで何かを愛するためにがっかりさせてください、途方に暮れるまで
私は自分の方へのあらゆる敬意〔点〕をあきらめることさえできます
ちょうどその誰かを愛するために
今,この瞬間,私は私のもののこの歌を聞きます
もはや私のものではありません....
私は今はもう私のものであるために歌を持っていません
私が歌を台無しにしてどれ属していました
誰も私にこの歌のための拍手をくれません
私はこの歌を恥ずべくします
私が恥ずべきで自分の,私がちょうど愛のためにしたもので恥ずべきです。
私が自分か誰と対戦するとはもはや勇敢ではありません
そして 私の将来もである
私が自分のことで遺憾に思うと感じます 自分を愛していないために
私は、むしろ私にこの命を捧げるもののことで遺憾に思うと感じます
全部のほとんどで もの 誰か 常に 私のそばで私が良いかあるいは悪くあろうとも私を与えることが支持する
私は希望を将来に入れる勇気を持ちません
私は希望を自分に入れる勇気を持ちません
私は裂かれました...
決して修繕のはずがない私の心の中に穴〔ホール〕があります
天使から、私は壊れた天使になりました
壊れた天使から、私は死にかけている天使に頼ります
そして、私は今死んでいます
私の守護天使たちさえ私に失望しています
私の生命の空虚はより深くなります
とうとう、 どのように それが終わる？
私はそれを想像する勇気を持ちません...
迷っています...
lovely....isn't it?...
the meaning is .....
To the one I love - devotion
In a dream I hold you close,embracing you with my hands
You gazed at me with eyes of love and made me understand that i was meant to share it with you
My heart, my soul, my mind-It's all you need!
Then,I open my eyes and all i see reality shows i'm alone
How much i wish someday tht you'll be my side
But i know one day it'll come coz I know God's just waiting for the time is right.
Please don't play with my heart, don't play with my mind
The care that I pour unto you is truthfully deep from my heart
The every words you say,everything you do might means nothing to others
but it means a lot to me...
Even a small mistake will make my heart bleeds a thousand days
I cant get anymore challenge, I m in the edge
God,will you please keep him safe from thunderstorm
When the day's cold,please keep him warm,
When the darkness falls will you please shine him away?
God,will you let him know I love him so
When there's no one there that he's not alone
Just close his eyes and let him know
My heart is beating with him
So I prayed until that day
with our hearts will beat as one
I will wait so patiently for the day to come
It's worth to live my life,to spend my life waiting for you
私がとても悲しくて何でそうしたか。
私のお気に入りの歌を聞いてください、私がもはやであることを知っていて私について述べて、私に似合う。
私がそうでそれで何かを愛するためにがっかりさせてください、途方に暮れるまで
私は自分の方へのあらゆる敬意〔点〕をあきらめることさえできます
ちょうどその誰かを愛するために
今,この瞬間,私は私のもののこの歌を聞きます
もはや私のものではありません....
私は今はもう私のものであるために歌を持っていません
私が歌を台無しにしてどれ属していました
誰も私にこの歌のための拍手をくれません
私はこの歌を恥ずべくします
私が恥ずべきで自分の,私がちょうど愛のためにしたもので恥ずべきです。
私が自分か誰と対戦するとはもはや勇敢ではありません
そして 私の将来もである
私が自分のことで遺憾に思うと感じます 自分を愛していないために
私は、むしろ私にこの命を捧げるもののことで遺憾に思うと感じます
全部のほとんどで もの 誰か 常に 私のそばで私が良いかあるいは悪くあろうとも私を与えることが支持する
私は希望を将来に入れる勇気を持ちません
私は希望を自分に入れる勇気を持ちません
私は裂かれました...
決して修繕のはずがない私の心の中に穴〔ホール〕があります
天使から、私は壊れた天使になりました
壊れた天使から、私は死にかけている天使に頼ります
そして、私は今死んでいます
私の守護天使たちさえ私に失望しています
私の生命の空虚はより深くなります
とうとう、 どのように それが終わる？
私はそれを想像する勇気を持ちません...
迷っています...
lovely....isn't it?...
the meaning is .....
To the one I love - devotion
In a dream I hold you close,embracing you with my hands
You gazed at me with eyes of love and made me understand that i was meant to share it with you
My heart, my soul, my mind-It's all you need!
Then,I open my eyes and all i see reality shows i'm alone
How much i wish someday tht you'll be my side
But i know one day it'll come coz I know God's just waiting for the time is right.
Please don't play with my heart, don't play with my mind
The care that I pour unto you is truthfully deep from my heart
The every words you say,everything you do might means nothing to others
but it means a lot to me...
Even a small mistake will make my heart bleeds a thousand days
I cant get anymore challenge, I m in the edge
God,will you please keep him safe from thunderstorm
When the day's cold,please keep him warm,
When the darkness falls will you please shine him away?
God,will you let him know I love him so
When there's no one there that he's not alone
Just close his eyes and let him know
My heart is beating with him
So I prayed until that day
with our hearts will beat as one
I will wait so patiently for the day to come
It's worth to live my life,to spend my life waiting for you
Wednesday, March 7, 2007
Horoscope for March 7, 2007
Virgo (Aug 23 - Sep 22)
The Bottom Line
Don't sell yourself short -- you have a formidable intellect and a curious mind.
In Detail
Someone who you thought would introduce you to a whole new way of thinking might turn out to be something of an intellectual dud -- this person has a lot of style but not much substance, so don't invest too much time in this relationship right now. As it turns out, you're the more intellectually curious one. This may be an example of you selling yourself short. You are no lightweight, and you don't need another person to lead your mental exploration.
today's horoscope about me...i feel is quite true...lately dun have heart in doing things again...tomorrow actualy have a midsem exam...human resources management...not finish study yet..actually is hardly started yet...but just dun feel like studying....my heart gone for vacation liao...even i oso dunno where to find her back....
i thought i will be normal back when i get myself superb busy again...so i dun have time to think nonsense...enroll myself for a custom agent course....taking up all my weekends de time...leaving only a Saturday is free for me to do asignments...7 subject de asignment...wondering : waoh!...ys!...can u handle ?...u think urself is a robot or a super woman??....
but i guess everything is depend on urself...if u want to get things done...u will....
i'll take the horoscope advice....not letting other people to manipulate my mind anymore....dun waste my time on nonsense people....be charge of myself again....
i can go on...and live a better life...
u feel u will be very good after coming and disturb my life and my mind?...
leaving me feeling lost and not like previous...
i will show u that....
although i'm weak...i'm easily hurt...i'm easily lie by u...
but i stil keep my self esteem...
i stil have my ego...
i stil afraid to lose...
i stil will find my way to be a winner in my own life...
u will regret of what u have done....
Gambateh YS!!!
u can de!!!
The Bottom Line
Don't sell yourself short -- you have a formidable intellect and a curious mind.
In Detail
Someone who you thought would introduce you to a whole new way of thinking might turn out to be something of an intellectual dud -- this person has a lot of style but not much substance, so don't invest too much time in this relationship right now. As it turns out, you're the more intellectually curious one. This may be an example of you selling yourself short. You are no lightweight, and you don't need another person to lead your mental exploration.
today's horoscope about me...i feel is quite true...lately dun have heart in doing things again...tomorrow actualy have a midsem exam...human resources management...not finish study yet..actually is hardly started yet...but just dun feel like studying....my heart gone for vacation liao...even i oso dunno where to find her back....
i thought i will be normal back when i get myself superb busy again...so i dun have time to think nonsense...enroll myself for a custom agent course....taking up all my weekends de time...leaving only a Saturday is free for me to do asignments...7 subject de asignment...wondering : waoh!...ys!...can u handle ?...u think urself is a robot or a super woman??....
but i guess everything is depend on urself...if u want to get things done...u will....
i'll take the horoscope advice....not letting other people to manipulate my mind anymore....dun waste my time on nonsense people....be charge of myself again....
i can go on...and live a better life...
u feel u will be very good after coming and disturb my life and my mind?...
leaving me feeling lost and not like previous...
i will show u that....
although i'm weak...i'm easily hurt...i'm easily lie by u...
but i stil keep my self esteem...
i stil have my ego...
i stil afraid to lose...
i stil will find my way to be a winner in my own life...
u will regret of what u have done....
Gambateh YS!!!
u can de!!!
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