No Water Again....

Haiyo...no water again...

This time is because there is a damage of water pipe somewhere in Jitra and it affected Jitra, Bukit Kayu Hitam and UUM area....The news said at least 2/3 days no water....Hope the water will come very very soon lar...

Three years in UUM always got water problem....all sort of reason as why there is no water supplies...During sem1,is the first time experience, so sure will panic and anxious, keep a lot of water and even in the middle of the nite oso got get water whenever the water lorry come....but as time goes by, more clever liao lor...and got more experience liao lor...not so anxious and worried anymore....

Last time, i have a crazy thinking...think that maybe they purposely cut of the water supplies, to see us suffer a few days or for just a few hours...so that we all look so worried and looking for water everywhere....or maybe they want to train us....to let us tried different lifestyle....how to live whenever there is no water...all sort of imagination....

But now, i realise that is just a stupid imagination lar....However, UUM really let me learn lor...learn how to survive with small amount of water when there is a water crisis....small amount of water to brush teeth and wash face....how to stay cool and not sweat so much during water crisis period...what to eat during that period and a lot other stuff....Honestly, i would never have learnt that if i'm at home, cos there is always enough water to bath, to survive like normal...even if there is water shortage, still have water in the tank....and then not long after that, the water supplies will come lor...always have food to eat, cos mum is always there preparing for us....no worries because mum have always done the planning...

Suddenly realised that actually i'm so not independent....so childish...so no planning...and will be worry and panic because dunno what to do whenever there is a problem...I have always be depending to my mum for everything and all sort of decision making...No wonder, she is so worried each time i want to go somewhere far and hard to reach by her....

But, now i think i'm more independent even though there are still times when i'm stil can't make decision and need to depend on people....But life in UUM make me dependless, there is no one i can depend on....from the first day of sem1 class....i have been arrange to go through alone....no coursemate that is similar timetable with me...I need to find my own group of fren...end up, all different types of people...different college, different course, different character....none is the closest and long lasting frenship....is just like they are there for me to go through daily life...or activities...when the activities ends, frenship oso ends....and when i need a true fren, no one is there for me....felt myself is a failure, a failure in interpersonal skills, a failure in relationship with human....itz all my fault?....itz the problem is because of me?