Two weeks went over in Harlows MGI...
Moved to Seapark...very near LRT Tmn Paramount...walking distance....
Good chat wth housemate...evrythg seems fine...
Working???
Damn hard...not in terms of work load...but in terms of work expectation....I'm sucks...really bad..
No one said to me that i'm sucks...but, i can feel myself is bad...not performing well...terrible...
Keep on having comments from the seniors and colleagues...Bad and negative comments...
But, i had tried to improve...still receiving comments...not lesser....but everyday surely will receive some comments...making me feel that i'm terribly bad and not good at all...
I never felt like this before in any of my previous job. All those previous job, i may be receiving comments but only once or twice, and i will make sure myself won't get the repeated comments again..But this job, i'm totally lost. Dunno what shall i do that is right and dunno what i shld hv do on some of the times...I keep having hesitation...Blur and hesitated and lost direction...
No confident of doing well and might have the fear of getting fired...I never get fired...and will not let this happen...Really scary...Why??Why i cant do better???
End of November...self evaluation!!!!!!!!!
Gambateh YS!!!!!!!
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