Tuesday, January 8, 2008

Tired and Lost......A bit Frustrating!!!

3 days in FOREX desks...
Very tiring....
Quote until i had sorethroat, compared to Money desk...the environment is totally different and i'm trying hard to adjust myself to adapt to it...

Back home at late nite, and sleep late but wakeup at 530am...
Tired...

I feel lost as well, no proper mentor to guide me...but ady prepared for these, because the working environment here, you need to be smart yourself to takecare and dun let others bully you...
Street smart?? I'm not...
I may be easy to bullied but at least i still know how to protect myself, won't drop too badly..
I know your style, i know you are power addicted....
Put me in this desk only want me to stay under you...
You will always makesure i dun get the equal chance that you get from him...
But, i believe that others can see...

I'm not as smart as you but at least, i'm not that bad...

Now, i understand why J says she is lost and fed up...
Is not good feel to be compared against a person that always have the power to influence the decision maker...

But now, i should wait and wait and wait.....just to be confirmed....

Yangggggggggg......yangggg.......yanggg!!!!!!!!!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Surely you can perform well and better, also achieve more in the near future…Cheers!