Damn Frustrated!!!!!!!!!!!!

Being confirmed!!! but was it a good thing???
I'm definitely not happy at all...
I'm depressed and get scolded every single day..
Was it my wrong or am not suitable to be a broker at all???
Sometimes, i feel so angry, whatever quarrel, bad mood they are in, all put it and scold it on me...thats what i felt...eventhough i dunno whether they scolded it for reason or not??

But, honestly i'm damn not happy here!!!!!!!!!!!Damn it!!!!!!!Fucker!!!!!!!!!!!!SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Whenever i feel of saying no, i can't say it out, but just say yes and OK!!!...shit!!!!!!!!!
Am i a living doll???

Whatever things i did, is wrong, whether is by intention, or by coincidence or whatever???!!!Bullshit la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Each time, different situation came in and make me get scolded....but for them, is the same " You are not focus enough!!!You are not listening to us!!You are not following our advice!!!"

Bullshit la!!!I'm been trying hard to focus and keep track but mistake just always happens...
I'm sick of it!!!
I'm not suitable for this job!!!
I'm been craving for holidays or weekends everyday during work.
I'm been counting on the hours left before working hours ends.

What am i doing???Why i can't take control of myself whether to say what i like???
What am i still doing here???

I can't take it anymore!!!!!!