I'm Still Feel Sucks......

Bad tempered...
Panicked when communicate with dealers on the box...
Write wrong contracts....

Really bad mood nowadays la....
Getting more nagging and complaining and vry bad tempered and unpolite....

Yesterday receive one sms that hurt my feelings vry much...

"YS,next time if u r not reli sure, pls dun promise for any outgoing tat ppl arrange like last time p.mlm case, n oso, pls respect others responsibility to u. as i promise to fetch u, i reserve a seat for u n reject s.leng.everytime reject someone at last minute wil make someone's plan gone de. u made me felt like nobody to fren wit. n beg someone to b my fren.anyway, s.leng follow me back. hope understand my dissatisfaction.as i felt, u just kick promise if u found another better one.but as i promise u, i need take responsible if i reject u.but u just suka suka fly aeroplane"

I never fly him aeroplane because he never really confirm with me that he is going to fetch me back hometown for CNY....so i ask someone else favour.....he never tell me the date that he is going back and never tell me tat he will fetch me...Suddenly, i'm framed by ppl like tat...And the sad part is, i'm being viewed as such kind of a person??...Really so dun understand me!!!!!!!!

Frustating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Working life is sucks as well....Everyday, i feel like dragging myself up from the bed to go to work....feel myself doing teribbly bad....

Evrydy feel lik wan to have a long holiday and need to find someone to express all the moody feel/stress from daily job....but i dun wan to do that cos will make ppl hate me more n more....everyone have their own problem, i shouldnt go n complain to them abt my problem anymore....is torturing ppl's ear....

But too bad, the only solution is here...writing this blog to express myself...but too busy and no time to online...i miss money market...that's the truth....

But, i hate money market as well cos i feel myself is doing good there and close a few deals ady....but they dun wan confirm me...

Had the feeling of applying for new job ady...but dun have the confident to submit the application because i dun really know whether that is a correct decision ma?? Am i such a stupid?? Or a coward??

Hope that this new RAT year will really brings better luck to me....But, luckily i have you to be around me and support me...Sorry for all the troubles i bring to you...and thanks for everything you did...