Confidence!!!!!!!!!!!

Went to CoreVentus interview.
But failed.
But i'm happy.

Why?
Because i have think clearly. Something that Mr.Raj said trigger my mind.My blur and confused mind that have bothered me for these few weeks. Suddenly, get a hint to think clearly.

He says:That i don't understand myself.That i don't know myself and where is my limit. That i don't know whether how far i can push myself to overcome challenges. That i don't have self-confidence. Therefore, no matter where i go for interview, i'm unable to prove myself capable, unable to confirm and tell others that i'm the right one. Cos, i don't even have confidence in myself. I need to face more challenges and know myself well in order to prove to others of who am i.

I totally agree with him. Gana said the same thing. Everyone said the same thing. That i'm lack of confidence. Is not that i'm not good, is just that i'm not good to myself. I have to be good to myself so that i'm able to let others believe in me and give me opportunity and help me succeed.

Okay, so here is the changes. The changes of myself. I will start to learn more about bonds. Read more. Do well in the PFM exam. And prove to Chai, Chad and to my 2 bossess that i can do damn well in bond desk. I gonna be a new me. A more confident me.

You can do it, YS!!!!!!!!
Go!Go!Go!!!!