" That's all"..."I lost my patient"...That's what you told me. That's what you always told me. All this while, i feel myself keep be patient so that you won't angry, you won't unhappy. Did everything thinking on your behalf. But, yet you still misunderstand me. In your mind, i'm always the bad girl. The one that make you travel, make you tired, make you not enough sleep and the list goes on....
Am i that bad?? Try to cook for you, you didn't appreciate, spend my weekends with you, but dunno whether you ever appreciate that.
You always treathen me that you lost ur patient, don't let you lost your patient. Then, you will always say sorry to me, and sorry again and again. I listen to your sorry so many times but do you ever meant every " Sorry" that you had said? Never, you say it out so easily and so simply out of your mouth and you never meant it. I'm disappointed and sad.
I dun no why i keep on crying for you and yet, each time, will told myself to be patient with you. Told myself that you are worthwhile for me. Told myself that i shouldn't give up. Told myself we can make it.
Each time i say somthing, you will never understand. You never think on my point of view. When i stated and explained myself, did you ever try to step in my shoes and think on my behalf? Yet, you blame me for not understanding. Why your ego is so high? Itz you prefer me to be the one obeying you all the while?
You always said is not matter of who right and who wrong..But, all this while, you keep pressing that you are the right one and i'm wrong..Even though u din say it in words, but evry sentence and evry action of you make me think that way.
Why you won't make me happy or "tam" me back??
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