17 Oct 2008

Lastnite, couldn't sleep at all, because period pain, very very pain. I can't move, can't lie down, can't sit, can't do anythg. This morning, send C a sms taking MC today. Now still pain.Haven't go out to see doctor yet. Haven't eat anythg yet. Can't walk. Just feel teribble. Oh God, pls la help me la, don't torture me like this again la. Very pain ler...:S

Today, i think my desk not enough people, but, cham lor, i didn't go. I very irresponsible? Actually, i shld go, but i really can't make it la..

Dare not go out to see doctor and buy lunch. Scared got attacked again..Or maybe i bring big umbrella with me? Then, can hit that guy, if any of them?? But, i scared la..If kena again, die la...no key come into house, cos no one at home...:S

Aiyo, police pls do work la. I wonder how many victims have the phobia after attack?? How long they all take to recover?? If a government is unable to give the most basic safety/security to its citizen, what else hope do the citizen will have in the government?? My honest word, Malaysia is a fail country!!!Only use stupid ISA to arrest people who state their opinion, and spend time on the political tactic of how to get a higher post or how to spend more taxpayer money, but never really think/study tactics that can give a better life to its citizen.Public amenities sucks, security sucks, education sucks, as not recognised worldwidely, transportation sucks, evrythg seems to be sucks..This kind of government, who else will put their hope in its leader??

Dunno why, recently very easy get frustated, waiting for long hours for train, wait long hours for taxi, all make me feel so angry, now, even to walk peacefully on a street seems to be a difficult task...such a easy, basic task, yet so hard to do, all because of those stupid sucks government, create so many criminals, yet no police to take action. I feel the policemen all just make a joke, ask for do report, then send here, send thr, in the end, close file, no results...Go to hell la!!!Damn it!!!Wasting resources, wasting papers, wasting people's time and money. If there is a voting poll ask me to rank for their service...sorry, maybe you will only get 1/10.....Shit!!!!!!!!!!!!