Present Day??!!!

Today is a very lucky day....

Even though the morning started with not a so nice morning...
A MNC presentation screwed up....we had put in music but the music not work....i have do the timing but still not able to finish in time....in short, everything not turn out as what we have planned....

But, luckily, the lecturer still said that our group is better compared with others....i lost the chances of getting extra point by asking question today....and this Thursday will be the last class...but i won't be showing up as i have to attend the Custom Course....

Time is getting nearer to the end of the semester....i wondered whether i will regret of anything before i leave this uni....there are still some people that i wish i could clear up some words with them...but, egoness have make it quite impossible....

I look at this person...and really wishes that i could have a conversation with this person...clear up evrything...whether is a misunderstanding or is not....i just hope to listen about the truth from this person own mouth....still not die heart yet??...perhaps, i'm such a person....

Then, lastnite, a very touchy short message written by my roomate...is actually in chinese...but the meaning is...

叶子掉下了, 是风吹走了它还是树不要它?
叶子掉下了, 是风的无情还是树的不挽留?
如果树珍惜叶子就不会然风带走,
如果你不住动爱惜一段感情,
当它离开你而去时,
是你放弃还是你未曾珍惜过它.....

the leaf is dropping, itz the wind who blow it away or the tree who don't want it?
the leaf is dropping, itz the wind that is cruel or the tree that don't want to hold it anymore?
if the tree have cherished the leaf, it wouldn't have let the wind take it away....
if you doesn't take the effort to cherish a relationship,
then when it leave you,
is you the one who give up or that you never cherish it before??

p/s: i never think of giving you up..i just want you to do more, to let me feel secure, to let me really know for sure how you feel towards me...but perhaps, my attitude let you misunderstand my meaning..or is you really never are sincere at all??....are you the one who is giving up??

I just suddenly feel this short passage so touching....feel that i'm the leaf that not been cherished by this tree....but, this leaf have yet leave the tree....it still hang weakly on the tree.....waiting for a strong wind to blow it away or waiting for a little bit longer time to let it drop off......

Each time, my mood will swing when i see you....you still have the power to influence my day....why???why???making my morning a bit dull.....


Later, in the evening, i received a small gift from a fren....a fren that i dun really know....but met during the trip to Genting....i was surprised when i receive this fren's gift and invitation and message and now we are contacting thru MSN....most surprisingly, is this fren even noticed me during the time in Genting, the time that i'm not feeling happy, the time that my eye is still sick and swollen, the time that i feel myself is in the ugliest condition....

Then, is my last CCM class...a class that i enjoyed most....the lecturer that i loved most....i hope to be still in contact with this lecturer...we have a small party and exchanging gift....i didn't even prepared any gift to exchange with them....but will make up for that...cos is YF take my gift....so today, i get to receive two gift....which is quite a lot....

Hope that evrything will turn out fine.....just few more weeks to go......