Uncertainty.....

Recently made a very "not like me" decision.Told Kath that i may resigned soon.Ask her to get ready.I just feel bad that i have troubled her a lot because for a new person to take over my current place will take about one month,just like previously i need one month to take over my predecessor's place...

One month to take exam,get access to the system and get familiar with all the task.I like Maersk, its friendly and warm colleagues and super nice superior.Really treat me like a little sis and taking good care of me...

But,i understand that i can't waste time anymore.I know what i want,i'm very sure whether what kind of job i like and i dun't like.Sent resume to Marcus Evans,get call from them.Will fight for an interview chances and must get ready to do the best.I really loves doing event management things,at least it is not as bored as my current office life.Perhaps my new job will make me sacrifies a lot,long working hours,less benefits and maybe not as good pay as in Maersk.

Previously,i will grab jobs that offer better salary and benefits,short working hours...But now, i understand what i need in life..I need to meet more people,see more things,join more activities and search larger network..I want a more interesting life..

But, my current life is definitely not what i have wanted.I can't stand the routine anymore.Meeting the same people everyday.Having lunch and dinner with the same people.And having too much free time during the weekends, wondering how to finish up my weekends.Perhaps,if now i have a boyfriend by my side, i wouldn't feel like that.But, to depends on that,maybe is better for me to depends on myself to settle my own depression.

A new job,new environment,new challenge....

Wish me goodluck :0)