Weekends....

This weekends really gone through with a lot of activities...making myself felt busy and fun...

Wednesday went to Sports Complex with ML and XW...play badminton and do gym...is been a long time since i last played badminton....After playing, my whole body muscle felt pain, from shoulder, neck, legs and even back feel pain...and sweat a lot...but i loves the feeling...the feeling of sweating and the feeling of tired and can direct have a good night sleep after the game...so fun and relaxing...Will go again next Wednesday...so looking forward to it...

Then, Thursday and Friday,...have to wakeup real early...630am...because i need to attend the Agent Custom Course at 800am....spent the whole two days in Convention Centre and my faculty...listening to lectures from Mr.Lim...one of the custom agent from Putrajaya...the course seems so relaxing...because most of the time, i just feel like i just ate..then is time to eat again...and few hours later eat again...then is time to go back....wonder when exam is coming, how ah?....But, i have paid rm270 for this course, so surely can't skip class and can't fail it la...

Then, today, Saturday....i'm here again and later have to do a powerpoint for Strategic Management presentation on Tuesday....Monday will be presenting AFTA for my Seminar class...and tomorrow Sunday will present for Cross Cultural....three more asignments to go...Insurance passup on 2 April (not even started on it yet), Seminar on 4 april ( about MAS, but its info is so hard to get) and MNC ( abt Genting and Taiwan, gosh...it looks hard)...

The final exam timetable is out...and is confirmed ady...i get what i wishes for...i'm the earliest to go back in my room...will be finishing exam on 7 May...but the timetbl is very hectic....
25April ( HRM), 28April (Strategic), 30April ( Cross Cultural Mgmt), 3May (MNC & Insurance Cargo), 5May ( Seminar) and 7May (Infomartion System)....Meaning i need to prepare early for my final and dun have any extra time for me to go back home....Thinking of that i have so many stuff to bring, can i be able to bring all back when 7may??...Wish i can go back once before final started..but with Custom course on Thurs and Fri....and classes still going on....i need to skip class if i really want to go back....

Now in my mind is can't wait to finish my studies in UUM....can't wait to grad and go outside...planned with CN and Evon....maybe will get to go Singapore with them after their practicum...tats around August....or middle of August....will be looking forward to new life and new environment....

Plan to change my phone number and not to keep in touch with some of the people in uni...cos i have learned a lot from here....not only academic but also from the people here....most of the time, is so hard to differentiate people and to judge people....All this while, i manage my life by believing my instinct,...but now, i realised that my instinct sometimes takes me to the wrong path....People i once thought i can be best friend with....changed...and they are not my best friends anymore....people i thought i can trusted in...share a lot of secrets and stories tgthr....can't be trusted anymore and i even risk the fact that i may be betrayed someday....
Roomates that i thought can be close with and tried to be close with....now i realised is not tat simple...efforts from one side is useless....and i'm tired too...

I dun want to spend my time trying to get good connection with other people anymore or tried to make good friends anymore....bcos there is no security in that...people change...they really do...better invest my time in money and other investment....cos although is risky, at least i get to control it and have the power to make decision...to sell or to buy....but humanbeings?....sometimes u only will get hurt and never get the return....and it can't be measured from whether how much u have invested in....is measureless....so is the damage....is measureless....

Frens from sem1 until now....so close once..but now seems so far away....itz when uni ends, evrythgs oso ends??....include frenship?....i'm disappointed....really am.....