Why am I such a STUPID???!!!

Today only i get to know a truth...
A truth that make me laugh....
Laugh at myself for being such a stupid...
Laugh at myself for being used by people...

Today only i know that all these while,...i was just being played...being used by a person to attract some other people's attention....
I thought what you told me was true and you really meant it...
But now, only i realise that u just used me and never even meant anythg u said before...

But, that's not the big problem...i have started to put down evrything and act normal back...and started to forget whatever that have happen....
But, what i was angry and funny at is that...all this while, i was so stupid that i dun really know the true story of what was happening behind....i dun know that every action that i did and meant nothing...is being interpreted by other people that there is a reason...
And the reason that they said it was....is actually something that i dunno myself...
How come such funny things can happen to me?
I did something that i din intend to and din meant anythg...but for other people what i did is actually the explanation for another story...a story that i dunno its existence until today??

Recently i did an assignment on nonverbal communication for my Cross Cultural Management....about misunderstanding that happen between people in different culture and countries...where some nonverbal cues that meant well in a culture are interpreted as bad or rude in another culture....
But, today i realised that not only in different culture...same culture oso can happen misunderstanding...

L tell Y that he likes her...Y believe him....but turn out that L only using Y to make SA jealous or attract SA attention....Y was unaware of that at all...Y doesn't know anythg between L and SA...Y doesn't know the story of L and SA....Y and SA know each other but were not close enough to always be together or chat closely....Y and SA only hi-bye fren....Y treat SA just like normal fren...no misunderstanding, no hating, no particular any other reason...just normal like everyone else...But, one day, someone tell Y that everyone was saying that Y is avoiding SA...Y treated SA like a rival...That, Y ignored SA everytime they meet....That, Y was pretending to be good with SA when in front of SA....But, every single action of Y towards SA doesn't meant anything at all...Y din know anything about that...
It was even funny to Y when she gets to know that people is giving an explanation for all her action...for the reason why Y treat SA tat way....the reason because they were fighting over L....Haha!!!Hahaha!!!....So funny, how come Y doesn't know herself that what her action meant...because from beginning till now, Y never did anything special towards SA....They were thinking too much....Y doesn't even know what was going on??....Suddenly, Y felt that she was being played, being used....And hate L so much....How could L used Y?...How could L choose Y to be used?...Did Y did anythibg bad towards L that L need to treat Y like tat?....Making Y's reputation gone?....Making Y being misunderstand by everyone?...Making Y like a stupid that dun even know what was happening until today?....How could L be so cruel?...Didn't Y told L from the beginning that she is weak...and naive...dun ever played with her???

Be strong ys!!!Take it as an experience...as a lesson....dun easily trust people anymore!!!!