Hard to Mak3 Decision la.....

Why making decision is so hard??
Why must there always be choices to let me choose??
I hate choosing and make decision…
Every decision made seem so hard and so insecure, seem to be wrong and scared that I’ll regret of the choice I made later…

Got offer for job oso make me fan…
No offer for job oso make me fan…
Haih….

Now got a job offer from M company…a big shipping company and very famous too…
But the is an office administration job…which I dun really like…but the offer is good and the job location, not much to worry cos have know some frens there that really can help me get familiar with that place…everythg sound nice and good enuf…But, the problem is I know if I accept this job, it would only be a temporary job for me since it is not something I really like…perhaps longest I stay will be 1 year if there is no career advancement…

The 2nd choice is a ‘marketing executive’ position with a jeweler company, subsidiary of RS company…oso quite a famous company. I like this one more….organizing and planning events, promotion and projects…sound so interesting and fun, get to meet people and do different kind of job…maybe it will turn out to be my long-term career…But the problem is, this interview were scheduled later than the previous mentioned job…which means if I accept the M company…I must reject this RS company…Then, I only have 50/50 confidence in getting this RS company offer. And, maybe this RS can’t offer that high compared with M company ler…

Very disturbing when thinking wat decision to made…if accept M…will lost the opportunity of getting a job that I like (RS)…but if reject M, then probably I won’t get any job in the end if RS doesn’t want me…How ler???

So wish that I have no choice and only one choice in front of me that I can just take it without thinking so much….

Or itz I think too much liao…think of long-term…just do it 1st la….no need think too long 1st ma….rite??

If only got one person that can just give me order and I just follow it….no need to think this and that….consequences and effects….haiyo!!!!!!!

FAN FAN FAN laaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!