1st October

Is the first day of October and is Monday...
In my office but today is damn free and i can't do anythg bcos the system that i need to access to do my work is down and there is nothing i can do but wait and wait...
So, all i can do is look at the high pilling of invoices i need to create PO but unable to do anything...
Surfing thru the net, reading people's blog and writing my own blog...

Weekends is fun...
Pei Ee came to KL and like usual...we will have MESAT gathering...
Spend whole Saturday shopping in Midvalley...i bought a lot..spend RM260...but is within my budget and i get all the things i need...
I need to make over my image...bought a few nice blouse and dress and makeup sets and few pairs of heels...
New job, new look and new image...
Feel excited about how is gonna be like ...my new job...wondering and imagining....

After that, we went to have steamboat in Kepong...very very long time havent had steamboat ady...
So full, so hot and so nice and so fun to be around these MESAT frens...
So familiar and yet so comfortable for me to say anything, eat in whatever manner...so comfy and can do whatever i like...there is no need for any special manner...just be as who you are...cos they will not look at me as if i'm an alien...
With new people, i need to build up a certain kind of shield...and pretend or just keep something with whatever i do...just to leave impression...
Not so nice,rite?

After that we go Bukit Permai...or "Small Genting"...somewhere up on a hill...there you can view the whole KL scenery...quite nice...and is a couple spot..
Can see lots lots of couples there...but i'm not goin in couple but with a bunch of frens...
Maybe nextime, someone else will bring me there??

Then next stop is a mamak stall in Wangsa Maju..BRJ...lots lots of people and is 2am in the morning...KL people never sleep itz??

After that, San Choon sent us back...on the way, we went to Chow Kit Street looking for "akua"...but not really saw anythg interesting....on the way back Puchong, saw accident...journey seems so long and that Saturday is fully used just like that...
Reach Puchong, Siew Ting's house around 4am...bath and chat with Siew Ting and Pei Ee...until around 6am only we sleep...

The next morning wake up around 9am..had breakfast in Puteri Mart and then sent Pei Ee to Pudu and then take some picture at Istana Negara...and half of the Sunday is spent...

Back to Subang house, wash clothes, had lunch and watch "200 Pounds Beauty"...and sleep damn early cos very tired and not enough sleep...8pm, i'm in my bed ady...

But...keep being wakeup by people calling me...HC call and sounds so fierce...as if he is forcing me to make decision on the spot to move to Wangsa Maju...i dun wan to make such a rush decision...and i dun like Wangsa Maju...still searching for a proper place and a place that is more comfy to live.Because, for me, a house is very important especially when after a day of hard and stress at work..you will definitely need a very calm, peace and comfy house to rest...
But, the way he talk to me is as if i need to just call and move in as long as there is an empty room...Sorry, i can't do that and i hate moving around...

The worst part of this new job that i will be going to is the uncertainty that i need to deal with...I'm uncertain of my capability, whether i can handle the job or not, i'm uncertain whether i will like there or not, i'm uncertain whether where i should stay, should i move? or just travel?...should it be in PJ, or Wangsa Maju or somewhere else?..the only excitement about this new job is the opportunity to meet people, the opportunity to learn new things, financial instruments and all kinds of new knowledge that is applicable and of course the rewards in term of $$ that it offers...

But after all, i'm still in doubt...whether is this the right decision??
Everything seems so fast, i feel as if i'm just here, just start new life in Subang/KL (3 mths ago,actually)...and now, i need to start anew again...haven't hardly get used, but i need to do some changes again...
Finding troubles by myself??
Or heading to a better life??
I really need someone by my side now, and give me advice and help me to lead my life...
God, you will arrange everything,rite??

Praying hard...:)